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Did I mention
how beautiful he was with his large pale light blue eyes that had
a speck of black on one iris, which made him look cross-eyed. He
had a dark black/brown brindle coat. He was a mid-sized dog, and
maybe if he had known a family, he would have weighed about 50 pounds
or more. As it was, he was probably about 20 or less. Did I mention
how beautiful he was?
All night Saturday,
at the symphony during a tribute to Richard Rodgers, all I could
think about was this poor little shot-up dog. Sunday was no better,
and by Monday morning, I was a puddle on the floor; could not stop
crying.
MONDAY: I called the Hilton Head Humane Shelter to ask them for
resources for this dog, in the way of monetary support. Susan and
I cried together and she graciously offered to look into it. She
was gleeful when she called back with the names of angels Sharon
Wagner and Sally Fedman. I telephoned Dr. Allen Henry and said,
"We have help!!" I was thrilled and so was he. He remarked what
a good dog little "St. Jude" was and how sweet he was. Henry then
took another X-ray, and when I stopped by the hospital that night
to visit little Jude, he had some very bad news. Jude had been hit
by a car, his pelvis knocked out of whack on one side by inches
and the ball jammed into the socket on the other side. He could
not believe the dog had lived as long as he had. I felt he came
to me so that I could save him, as no one was able to save my Allix,
who died after 24 hours of valiant efforts by Henry to save her
from a gunshot in her spine. Did I mention how beautiful he was?
TUESDAY: My friends contacted Mark Robertson of the Beaufort Humane
Association, and he said he was certain the board would agree to
assist in this life-saving effort of a little fellow who so desperately
wanted to live. All these angels decided that little Jude was worth
saving and so did Henry. He said after their donations, he would
do the rest for free.
WEDNESDAY: I was anxiously planning for a homecoming, and my excitement
and love grew and grew. I don't know why I fell so hard for this
little flea-bitten, shot-up, misshapen bag of bones. I believe it
was his eyes. Did I mention how beautiful they were? The amazing
thing was that people who had never met him were not just willing
but eager to help him. He had the most incredible effect on people.
THURSDAY: It is now day five in his struggle to live. Things are
looking extremely grim. The hip injury will probably end his life.
The grief is overwhelming. I feel like screaming, but that would
more than likely get me fired or at the very least sent home. I
am still praying for a miracle, and believe me, if he survives after
all this, it will be a divine intervention. No one deserves a break
in life like little Jude. He has struggled against impossible odds
during his life, incredible pain and hunger, and now to die so ignominiously
when help and love finally arrived in his lift, in bucketloads,
is beyond anything I can accept. Well, little Jude will put on his
collar tonight, hold his toy and be put to sleep. He is coming home
with me, the only home he will ever have, too late.
FRIDAY: Last night I was beyond grief, engulfed in a sorrow that
did not feel like anything I had felt before, despite losing both
parents and friends over the years. I begged Henry not put Jude
down until Wagner spoke with him. They were not pleased with me,
but I bought little Jude another day.
SATURDAY: Surgery is scheduled for Jude this morning. Jude did not
look very happy last night, but that's because be had an enema.
No one looks happy with stomach cramps. I have a dread that he will
be destroyed in the next hour or so, and all this will have been
for naught. I am running over to 1 Hour Photo because I am afraid
in an hour all I will have left of him is some photographs. The
photos are great! You can really see the improvements in St. Jude's
appearance over the span of a week. I feel like a manic depressive.
Totally high highs and lows beyond belief.
SUNDAY: God bless Dr. Allen Henry. He spent hours on St. Jude, straightened
out the two-inch difference in either side of his hips as much as
possible, untied the sciatic nerve which had fibrous growth, untangled
the mess of the rectal area, used some wire, a lot of love and prayer.
Henry is my hero!
MONDAY: The report is excellent! He is doing great! We do not know
yet if he will be able to walk, but he has put on 2 1/2-plus pounds
and is noticing his surroundings -- that is, he is fussing at the
dog across the way for being in his room. I am going to see him
tonight and bring him another toy. Robertson is also going to visit;
he, too, will be bringing him a toy. We're going to arm wrestle
for Jude; we both want him.
TUESDAY: I saw St. Jude last night. He slept for a while with his
head on my arm and my head on his shoulder, singing "You are my
sunshine, my only sunshine." I can never finish the stanza because
I sang it to Allix the last time I saw her alive and was on the
floor when I got to "Please don't take my sunshine away."
WEDNESDAY: He has had intestinal function; you know what that means.
The staff at the hospital sound hopeful when they say they will
try to towel-walk him tomorrow. Ooohhh, it's so hard being a mom
of a critically ill child.
THURSDAY: I asked if Jude was towel-walked and Becky said, "Well,
he stood up and then fell over." I said, "Well, that had to hurt!
May I visit tonight?" Sure, she said.
FRIDAY: Oh, My God! Thank You Thank You Thank You! We had a great
visit last night. I brought him a toy, and I read it to Jude as
I pointed: "I" "LOVE" "YOU." Jude smiled and smiled. His tail wagged
and wagged. We sang, he talked to me, mooning like a cow, just like
Amber does when she tries to communicate with me. As I sang, "You
are my sunshine," he rolled over onto his back and with his shot
leg, pushed my face several times as if to say, "Oh! Please!" We
laughed and it pained me deeply to leave; we had such a good time
last night. I am going to ask Dr. Henry if I can take him home for
the weekend and work on therapy. Here's hoping. Life is good. Most
recent report: Jude's leg was put in a cast so it could have more
stability while it healed from the gunshot wound. Once the paw has
healed and the cast comes off, one more surgery is scheduled on
the hip where he was hit by the car to make it easier for him to
use his rear leg. Poor baby!
Story by Karen Anderson
St. Jude is
showcased on Handicapped
Pets and every visit to his story there earns funds for an animal
cause.
Karen Anderson, Allicks, Gabriel,
Ambrr & St. Jude
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